This all feels like a dream still. Am I still dreaming at this very moment? Why I still feel like so unreal. Did I went to London for 1 year plus? Did I really went there for study? It felt as though I just woke up from a long deep sleep and everything that happened in the past 1 year + was....... just a dream. Was I dreaming all along? Did I met Cobb? lol. Did he creates this imaginary world of dream and bring the subject into my dream and fill it with my subconscious? Then all along I thought I was in reality? Will I wake up and find myself still on the sofa in London? Or the sofa which I slept for a year was not existed at all? It's just my own imagination. If it's real. Why do I feel strange being back here again. (just that I refuse to face the truth)
Goshh.... I've left London for more than 4 days. Where is the girl whom complaining every bit and pieces bad of London? Complaining the weather is too cold, complaining the food is not good, complaining the this complaining that. Now that I realized, I'm GLAD. I'm SO glad I've made the decision to go London to further my study. If not I wouldn't have the chance to get accustomed to an entirely different culture (drinking culture? nah...), the way of living (shopping and clubbing like there's no tomorrow?) and also the environment. (strong English accent is the worst)
Special thanks to my parents for giving me this very opportunity, paying for my tuition fees, cost of living plus my s ho..p..p...i...n..g expenditure. And am so grateful for it. (Love you so much mum and dad)
London, my beloved London. Thank you so much for giving me such a lovely memories. I'll surely miss the cold weather (no doubt for now, hate the sun now), tube (actually LRT or Monorail better, at least they got AIRCOND but then again the public transport in Malaysia are sux, you can't reach every places that you wanna go), buses, walking (not really actually, prefer the car come n fetch me at my door step (: ), shivering ( at least I don't have to sweat and my makeup all melting like just came out from the sauna room), shopping (HELL YES FOR THAT), clubbing (yea for the non smoking indoor and no for the night bus), drinking (i still miss my fruli), eating .....etc. Most importantly, thanks for giving me such a lovely caring boyfriend. I've been so blessed to have these memories as a part of my journey.
Goodbye London. (shall see you again in future?)
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