Me and London

hi...i'm back again! sorry for abonden this blog once again. Yea...now i'm in London....Wow! LONDON...whats so great about london ?? i don't feel any great also...maybe because someone is not there for me! The one i love the most...why must he betray me! what have i done? I'm not good enough? or i'm too good for you? I really don't understand. What have you promise to me??? "Dear, i won't hurt u anymore, i won't leave you again!" BULLSHIT...all bullshit....why must i trust him that time? if not i won't get so hurt now! My heart is so broken now. Anyone out there can help me heal it? I really need a healer!!!! ARHGGggg @#$%%#@@

Miss.Heart Broken